Sleeplessness

And too, it's back to square one.

Sleeplessness, waking up in shock, fear and cold sweat. I should have seen this coming but I was naive to believe with a will, there is a way and hope.

Battling with hope, affection and anger everyday kills the mind.

I cannot go on like this. Really cannot. But how?

2014: Surprise! I survived.

A New Hope

And so it's back to square one.

Or rather, a new phase founded by old memories. It may not be what I long for, but life will find its way, and we will never know, maybe in time to come, the flame we thought was dead, may, just may, start to burn again.

Life should be hopeful.

2014: OH HELL NO - not the hopeful part, but hell no, dun start burning anything. I have enough of crap.