Those Sleepless Nights: 2010

Sunday, November 7, 2010

Failures

Because they said I was mental and unstable.

2014: No because God found a way out for me. Mental and unstable was the bridge to clarity and rationality. I'm over at this side now. Thanks for the building that bridge for me.

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Happy Birthday (?)

I will always remember 12 October 2010 and the blissful moments at the Thai restaurant in Vivocity. (2014: This date now becomes my password for porn sites.)

And what happened in Malapascua.

2014: ie. how you threw a diva-putri fit.

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Sleeplessness

And too, it's back to square one.

Sleeplessness, waking up in shock, fear and cold sweat. I should have seen this coming but I was naive to believe with a will, there is a way and hope.

Battling with hope, affection and anger everyday kills the mind.

I cannot go on like this. Really cannot. But how?

2014: Surprise! I survived.

Monday, September 20, 2010

A New Hope

And so it's back to square one.

Or rather, a new phase founded by old memories. It may not be what I long for, but life will find its way, and we will never know, maybe in time to come, the flame we thought was dead, may, just may, start to burn again.

Life should be hopeful.

2014: OH HELL NO - not the hopeful part, but hell no, dun start burning anything. I have enough of crap.

Thursday, July 29, 2010

Discontinuation

Some of the most hurtful things in life, are good memories.

2014: So are reminders to experiences which one should not forget or forgive.

Thursday, July 1, 2010

Boardwalk, Cairns

In thirty years' time, we shall return
when we are old like that elderly couple,
and walk on the same boardwalk again ok?

Boardwalk, Cairns

2014: Still want to do that, walk on the boardwalk with you again.
You have to pay for the airfares, 5* hotel and all the food and transport.

Either that or you can pass me SGD2K I do it myself. OK I prefer it this way. Sorry.

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Esplanade, Cairns

The Esplanade from Hotel Hilton, Cairns
January 2009

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Koh Samui Airport, Koh Samui

Departure Terminal at Koh Samui Airport,
Koh Samui
August 2009

Monday, June 28, 2010

Chaweng Beach, Koh Samui

Chaweng Beach, outside Eat Sense
Koh Samui
August 2009

Sunday, June 27, 2010

Island Reef, Koh Tao

Island Reef, Koh Tao
August 2009

Saturday, June 26, 2010

X2 Resort, Koh Samui

Swimming Pool inside villa
X2 Resort, Koh Samui
August 2009

Friday, June 25, 2010

X2 Resort, Koh Samui

Path leading to the villas,
X2 Resort, Koh Samui
August 2009

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Going Home, Kota Kinabalu

Going Home
: I hope to return to Kota Kinabalu soon,
and together with you,
so that I can show you all my adventures
and most importantly
how things were never the same
without you:
June 2010

2014: What I meant was, it was more fun, carefree and less drama and I don't have to eat nasi goreng, gado gado or those what soto this and that every meal. You have NO IDEA how great a relief that was.